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Its been ages since I suffered from irresponsible(and often half baked) bouts of enthusiasm. Things have definitely settled down, and the once faraway dream of being able to transmute thought into reality doesn't seem so impossible anymore.

I owe it to the crazy grinding for the past 6 months. My life has indeed changed. My energies are now more focused and controlled, and more things are coming under the power of my will. Things used to be so berserk and disorganised, I wasn't in control of me. Now, after having to take on situations which did not allow for lackadaisical disinterest, I feel as though I've become more composed when it comes to tackling monotony and routine.

The rebel in me still continues though, in many unseen ways visible only to me. I still mock this earth daily with many actions and words which I speak, but no one will get it, unless I bump into a like-minded individual. The mockery I spill is in the most subliminal of ways..

I have many ideas which I've not yet put on paper, nor anything material. These orbs still stay afloat on my mind as I go about my current project, trying to learn the ropes. I really hope that I'm in the later enlistment batch, so that I have time to birth this pet project of mine.

I'll take this project as a portfolio showcase as well. I just hope I have enough drive and commitment to push on all the way.

If not I'll be wasting a lot of time, yet again.

Fusion after party, I am seriously waiting.


 Tianyong
20 years old.
The time will come soon.