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When all that's fast stills and you walk on by



All that talk about being hard, being firm, being unwavering, and nonchalant.

Its all RUBBISH. All it needed was for one to barely advance and I'm swept off my feet. Gosh, am I that weak? I guess I am, as I think I got owned damn bloody deep today.

Siao man... I was totally overwhelmed and mesmerized today.. I have never felt anything quite like it for a very long time, and I'm convinced that all this work I once abandoned before is not of naught.

This facet of my life still can develop, as long as there is breath within me. There really is no point in beating myself up and deliberately presenting to others an undesirable side of myself. Why am I so defensive? I don't have to be, they won't bite, and if they will I'd be more discerning than the previous time to tell.

Today was a reminder, that there is still hope, and that opportunities abound, everywhere.

Time to stick my head out of my little hut.


 Tianyong
20 years old.
The time will come soon.