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You're gonna get it right sometime soon.



I believe that I see this world through very different lenses. It used to seem warm, nice, innocent and pure in its purest form. Then everything became dark, hypocritical, evil, impure, manipulative, hopeless and cold.

Then I bobbed between the two extremes, broke free from the gauge and gained a new perspective.

There are still times I shake my figurative head at things, when I witness things which conflict with my system, when I see how some people (disclaimer: not certain people, just some people. This blog was not made for political purposes.) behave and carry themselves.

Its really sad to see in me, and other people, try to hold it all together, smile it off, prepare faces, prepare moods before entering a place where they are supposed to feel a certain way, and fake every day through, because people like me, and maybe some other people who are able to see it through, will allow them to see right through to their raw and insecure self.

Since it would double backfire anyway, why do people like this still want to put up such a front.

Why do we adhere to all the rules, even though some rules don't even make sense? Why do we climb and tread upon the heads of those weaker than us, just to rise higher within ourselves?

It no longer is about one's beliefs, religion, or personality type anymore. The problem lies with us, with our individual selves. The problem is not about the rules of our religion, nor is it with our upbringing, or social environment.

This is an issue of morals, of choices, of consequences, of personal moral values.

So if it just so happens that any reader thinks he/she has gained foothold over me just because I always seem to give in and swallow those insults, please take note that I'm doing so only because I find that its really not necessary to reciprocate.

And, you'd just be making a fool out of yourself in front of me. (Doesn't matter if you're making a fool out of me in front of other people)


 Tianyong
20 years old.
The time will come soon.