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Pale teal



like the color of surreal stone...

Thats the color which best describes whatever which is happening in this inner world of conflict and turmoil. Once again I find myself frozen stiff with anxiety, paralyzed by this unexplainable sense of arrest and.. conflict.

I've been caging myself up in my room whenever possible, ultilising public transport only once a week or so. This self-induced introversion and anti-social behavior is taking its toll on me and aggravating the reason which I wanted to induce this eccentricity in the first place.

Seems like disorientation has progressed to yet another level.

Sometimes I wish that my outlook on things won't be so dry and parched as it is now.


 Tianyong
20 years old.
The time will come soon.