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I killed the child. I do not know where he is now. Neither do I know why this person has surfaced. I've seen this person a few times in the past, but now he has taken control. I think I'll call him the adult, because he hasn't taken a full form yet. It is ironic how the child knows what he wants but the adult is a seeker, looking for something to cover up a void left behind by the child. He is calm, collected, always full of anxiety, always cautious and meticulous. He is the total opposite of the child; he is not happy, he is full of lamentations and burdens on his chest.

The woman tries to resurface too, but she too, with the child has been tucked away, possibly dead. The adult is rejecting everything.

I hate adults. I really hate adults.


 Tianyong
20 years old.
The time will come soon.